I didn’t realize that I was missing you that much until I saw you again tonight (technically it was last night) after a month of not being able to hang out together.
I can only think about all the things that we’re not able to do together anymore because we each had our own schedules to keep. You have work and school, and I have church and productions.
I still remember that semester when we became close friends in high school. We both spent our free blocks hanging out in the music room… back then we saw each other every day, enjoyed each other’s company during breaks, and helped each other out on the assignments.
But those days didn’t last. I was somehow tired of our friendship. I could no longer stand you and would leave you to places where I know I won’t be around. It was one empty promise after another empty promise. I never seemed to keep my word. I left you behind to pursue other friendships which I thought was more meaningful and interesting. So you were left out in the cold.
Then we graduated and went our ways, leading into the lives we are living now.
I’m sorry I treated you the way I did. I was blind back then.
I forget how things eventually got patched together afterwards. Even though we don’t have the same kind of close friendship we’ve had before, I can’t ask for anything better than what we have now. Thank you for being such an awesome friend. I love you!
